Sunday, May 20, 2007

Sigh!

I've been trying so so SO hard.


I've been consistent for the past few weeks.


Still, today I relapsed.


Can't get over how lazy I am.


Why is it easier for others to just do the right thing?


Why is it so hard for me?


It's Sunday.


Yet I slept in.

I chose my bed over worship and thanksgiving.

Despite the fact that I know I'm blessed,
Not because of my doing.
But because of a power greater than me.

I'm such an ungrateful biatch.


Lord forgive me.

6 comments:

uknaija said...

I'm sure He will :-)

? said...

I like this! Let me guess: I think you are the kind of person who loves comfort and freedom?

btw:hope to see you around

Zaynnah Magazine said...

Don't beat up on yourself. Just try not to make it a habit!

As UKnaija has said, I'm sure the Lord will forgive you.:->

? said...

Update please? Ill be back!

Unknown said...

It happens sometimes. He's forgiven you already. Dont feel so bad.

Unknown said...

Hun update now! I feel you on this, I haven't been to church in almost a month now ... I will go this sunday!