I've been trying so so SO hard.
I've been consistent for the past few weeks.
Still, today I relapsed.
Can't get over how lazy I am.
Why is it easier for others to just do the right thing?
Why is it so hard for me?
It's Sunday.
Yet I slept in.
I chose my bed over worship and thanksgiving.
Despite the fact that I know I'm blessed,
Not because of my doing.
But because of a power greater than me.
I'm such an ungrateful biatch.
Lord forgive me.